As we’re walking together,
I noticed that her hand was inching closer to mine,
But then she pulled it away.
Did she want us to be closer?
Did she long for us close the gap between us?
I wondered if maybe we should be closer,
Maybe there was something more I needed to explore
I’m drawn to her,
I was curious about her,
I wanted to know more about her,
And explore areas I had never been before,
But I was resisting her at the same time.
I was afraid.
I was afraid of the depths I knew nothing about.
I was worried about how deep I could end up,
I didn’t know if I could swim in such dangerous territories,
I was worried it would lead to me ultimately drowning.
Where I’m at now with her is good,
It’s comfortable and safe,
And it doesn’t need to change.
I’m okay with staying on the shore,
There’s no need to venture out more,
But things would soon change.
She would change the tides,
And change everything between us forever.