I wish we could have a better relationship,
But I know it’s not possible
Because you want to remain in the past.
You want to hold on to the hurt and pain it caused you.
You’ve held on to it for years now,
And you’ve grown so dependent on it.
It’s like an addiction that you can’t get rid of so easily.
How long will you hold on to your addiction?
Do you really treasure it over me?
I don’t want to know the answers to those questions,
But I fear I already know the answers.
You’re an addict that desperately needs help,
I’ve tried my best to help you,
But I’m tired of my help leading us nowhere.
I’m tired of the same excuses,
I’m tired of the same lies,
I’m tired of the same empty promises,
I’m tired of the same pointless conversations,
I’m tired and need something different from you.
I’m worried that will never happen,
But I pray and hope I’m wrong.
But I fear I already know the answer.
Please, prove me wrong.